is my last day to work this week. Angie's daughter graduates tonight and she said she needs Friday to 'cry in her beer' and I don't blame her. I don't even want to think about Caleb ggggggraduating!! I can't even type it.
Anyway, so I want to know what is with husbands! I mean, can't he see what I do everyday, oh wait, it's hard to see when he isn't home or watching TV or playing games on his STUPID cell phone!!!! I have a million and 10 things to do each and every day and I finally get them done so I can FINALLY go to bed, because you know I haven't sat down, other than to attempt to eat dinner or nurse a baby, and what happens....he rolls over to 'snuggle' sure buddy I was born yesterday, and actually thinks I have the energy, the want, the care to have 'married time' !! I say, are you freaking kidding me?!?!? To which he replies 'you don't ever have time for me, why, me, me, I need, I need, blah, blah, freakin BLAH!!!! So, at 11pm he gets mad and decides he has been rejected and can't sleep. Honestly in my mind, I totally apologized a hundred times but the words, for many reasons, would not come out, then I fell asleep in I swear a second and a half. I was SUPER tired!
So this morning the alarm goes off and I get a tap on the shoulder to wake me and he gets up and goes to the kitchen table to 'work'. Usually he gives me a hug asks me how I slept, you know talks too much because I am so NOT a morning person but this tells me his is really upset. I do feel really really bad, but can you blame me?!? I have yet to understand why he doesn't get it. I'm overwhelmed, exhausted, busy etc. I don't have time to paint my own toenails or brush my hair why can't he understand when I'm in bed, finally in bed, children sleeping that means I NEED TO BE SLEEPING! Oh, one other thing that probably topped it off, when he rolled over all mad, I said "well you know what, it's fine it will only take 45 seconds anyway, get it over with!" I realize this was a huge mistake but the exhausting, frustration, and sheer anger got the best of me and it just flew out. I really feel horrible. That is when he got up and left the room. I prayed and asked for God to help me with this, maybe he will.
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Are you sure you are not posting about MY life? Holy Cow...take a chapter from my life & it is right here....chapter is titled "HEY, DON'T YOU GET IT?" I don't understand what is so hard for them to understand. Cook, clean, get kids ready, feed kids, clean up after kids...feed kids again, get kids ready for bed...clean some more. Ummm, where is there ME time in there? Sadly, when there is ME time, that is just NOT what we are thinking about. Our bodies are worn out completely. Shoot, rolling over in bed takes too much effort for me. I totally feel your pain. He will get over it...but I don't think he will ever understand. Go figure. I wish I were a man.
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