My crummy troubles...

Well, today I'm exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally. I had a terrible night and a not so great morning. I do not really care to go into detail so I will just sum it up.

Bedtime for my children is horrible. Now that Cohen is out of his crib he will not stay in bed and he bangs on the walls and door. Caleb screams bloody murder and finds any excuse possible to get out of his room or one of us in it. It takes HOURS to get them quiet, it is completely ridiculous. I've had enough, last night I just cried with them. I didn't know what else to do. We make deals, we beg, plead, promise, you name it we've tried it. Nothing works. They play off each other. When one is quiet the other takes over. It made the devil come out in me last night and all I can do is pray about it. I feel like a horrible, out of control parent.

Bubba and I are having issues as well. He is always 'too busy' with work to do anything else, he brings it home now. I have had enough of this too. He says all I do is gripe at him but all he says to me is 'I'm too busy' he has stopped helping with the kids, the house, he doesn't even call me during the day anymore. Work seems more important. I know he is also super stressed about the selling our house and building the new one. I'm trying to to be bitter toward him, Lord am I trying, but it's getting more and more difficult to swallow. I'm at a loss.....