OK SO..

I'm here all alone and I've done everything on my 'to do' list....which I started approximately 20 minutes ago! It sucks not to have anything to do however I do like being here all alone. Just me and the radio, I only get this kind of time in the car...on my way to pick up someone loud! Heehee.
Reading back on previous posts seems like all I've done is complain! Lets get one thing straight, I LOVE my life. Things could definitely be tweaked here and there but for the most part it's great! I have small children and that is hard. Yes I've thought seriously about beating my husband with a frying pan at one time or another but I LOVE him dearly and would walk through fire for him and he would do the same for me (I hope:) and I adore the very children who make me want to take a long walk off a short peer from time to time. They can melt my heart in less than a second with their big blue eyes, or toothless grins, or I love you's. But what Mother can say any different?!? Motherhood is awesome and horrible at the same time all mixed together with a million other emotions and descriptions. I have ALWAYS wanted to be a wife and a mother and I wouldn't change that decision! You have to be there to fully understand what I'm talking about.
I just wanted to clarify these things for anyone who might look at this and think...gosh I would hate to be her! I love me, I love them, they are all mine and for that I thank God everyday! Thank you Lord for blessing me with wonderful people to share my days,...and nights! I have great family AND FRIENDS!